Finally nearing to de end of A's le.. Juz 2 more mcqs and im done wif dis crap !! Actually i in holiday mood le aft de dreaded day today.. A killer combi of Geog and Phy... Now i noe y ppl term studying mugging. It means robbing of ur own brain cells.. Omg i feel so sleepy now... Had like so little sleep since i pia-ed geog for 2 days and neglected phy.. Dats y i tink my phy gone case le.. It seems pretty ez if one had studied, so it means evry1 will know how to do and de bell curves will shift n im screwed.. Aah damn. At least geog was more promising as i could pull up my doomed paper 1.. Heng ar.... Yay shopping for prom stuff next wk!

Damn A levels. I hav onli 3wks left wtf is dis.. I feel super unprepared and at a loss at wad to do... Damndamndamn. I took studi leave for dis wk so i'm not going to sch anymore.. Sch's such a waste of time cuz i dun learn anything from dere. I'm gonna be stuck in de lib for de next 3 wks evryday except wkends mugging.. Dis sux totally.. I dun hav d drive to studi too.. HOWWWWW.

A pure white butterfly.... Flying peacefully n happily.. Into KFC. Lol wad a rare find at KFC.. I fervently hope dat it's not stepped upon, cuz its wing had a tear in it n it was flying veri low on d ground.. Its like mopping d floor or sth... I studied today dere wif a fren, n was surprisingly more productive den studying alone. Am gg to studi wif another fren tmr yay! Its like i get to catch up wif my frens and studi, yayness!

Aah ice cream buffet ftw! Todae i ate til i nearly puked =/ Haha Giddy brought me n Qianting to all those luxury goods shop which was an eye opener.. I've neva been to Gucci Prada LV etc before cuz i felt intimidated by the sales ppl haha. However dey didnt seemed snobbish so it was ok. Maybe i didnt hav a taste for luxury goods cuz onli a few items caught my eye, like a burberry black checkered bag (i dun rly like de normal beige coloured ones but Giddy absolutely love those) and some shoes! I'm soo gonna shop for em when i hav de spending power in the near future. Dun worry, i'll neva get my future bf to buy ex stuff 4 me. I hav greater satisfaction spending my own $$ den other ppl's $$ cuz well, i earned mine so i dun feel guilty abt spending it. Eeks i can neva stand gals hu feed on some rich old guys'money its so disgusting n spineless. I mean u hav a whole life ahead of u, y dun u do sth meaningful like earn d money urself instead of using others to get freebies? If u can sleep well by doing so den go ahead. I know i kan.

Yay i'm off to Ion Orchard wif my best buddies tmr, Giddy and Qianting! So long never go town le.. Oh i finished my last prelim paper todae, altho i've been in de holiday mood since de 2nd last paper which was last week.. Aah anw i didnt do much today, cuz our paper ended too early for us to go out... At 9 plus, no shopping malls r open la so sian! So i went to my aunt's hse n watched tv like siao lol.. She got cable yay! Haha i hav no life..

Wif aching arms n legs, i'm sitting here at home feeling so relieved dat i finally get to rest after a day at East Coast cycling n celebrating Jinhui's bdae.. Cycling in d rain is damn shiok la! Oh btw i was quite unconfident in cycling cuz i'm supe inexperienced dat i had to get a double bike in de end.. Wa i tot double bike would be relaxing but well, my legs were quite weak leh lol.. Aah but de whole cycling experience was fun! Esp cycling wif classmates =) Oh yao an was de one hu offered cycling me haha thx man! Lol den on de bus ride baq home (it was like 1 and a half hrs ride omg!!) den in de end jinhui nids to go toilet urgently n she passed de 'syndrome'to me.. We both kept trying to 'ren' but stupid yao an kept making us laugh.. when u laugh it's hard to control rite? Aarghs damn irritating but funni at de same time.. In de end we couldnt tahan le den we stopped a few stops earlier to pee haha! Wa super relieved man...

Im just so fucking depressed
I just cant seem to get out this slump
If i could just get over this hump
But i need something to pull me out this dump
I took my bruises took my lumps
Fell down and i got right back up
But i need that spark to get psyched back up
And in order for me to pick the mic back up
I dont know how or why or when
I ended up this position im in
Im started to feel dissin again
So i decided just to pick this pen
Up and try to make an attempt to vent
But i just cant admit
Or come to grips the fact that i may be done with rap
I need a new outlet
And i know some shits so hard to swallow
But i cant just sit back and wallow
In my own sorrow but i know one fact
Ill be one tough act to follow
One tough act to follow
Ill be one tough act to follow
Here today gone tomorrow but you'd have to walk a thousand miles

Chorus

In my shoes, just to see
What its like, to be me
Ill be you, lets trade shoes
Just to see what id be like
To feel your pain, you feel mine
Go inside each others minds
Just to see what we'd find
Look at shit through eachothers eyes
Don't let them say you aint beautiful
They can all get fucked just stay true to you
Dont matter saying you aint beautiful
They can all get fucked just stay true to you

I think im starting to lose my sense of humor
Everythings so tense and gloom
I almost fee like i gotta check the temperature of the room just as soon as i walk in
Its like all eyes on me i try to avoid any contact
Cuz if i do that then it opens the door for conversation like i want that
im not looking for extra attention i just want to be just like you
Blend in with the rest of the room maybe just point me to the closest restroom
I dont need no fucking man servant tryin ta follow me around and try to wipe my ass
Laugh at every single joke i crack and half of them aint even funny like Hahhhhh
"Marshall your so funny man you should be a comedian god damn"
Unfortunately i am i just hide behind the tears of a clown
So why dont you all sit downn
Listen to the tale that im about to tell
Hell we dont gotta trade our shoes
And you dont gotta walk no thousand miles

Chorus

In my shoes, just to see
What its like, to be me
Ill be you, lets trade shoes
Just to see what id be like
To feel your pain, you feel mine
Go inside eachothers minds
Just to see what we'd find
Look at shit through each others eyes
Don't let them say you aint beautiful
They can all get fucked just stay true to you
Dont matter saying you aint beautiful
They can all get fucked just stay true to youuuuu

Nobody asked for life to deal us with these bullshit hands we're dealt
We gotta take these cards ourselves and flip em dont expect no help
Now i could have either just stayed at home sit on my ass and pissed and moaned
Or take this situation with which im placed in and get up and kick my own
I was never the type of kid to wait by the door and pack his bags
And sat on the porch and hope and prayed for a dad to show up who never did
I just wanted to fit in in every single place every school i went
I dreamed of being that cool kid even if it meant acting stupid
And edna always told me keep making that face and it'll get stuck like that
Meanwhile im just standing there holding my tongue trynwa twalk like dwis
Then i stuck my tongue on that frozen stop sign pole at 8 years old
I learned my lesson then cuz i wasn't trying to impress my friends no more
But i already told you my whole life story
Not just based on my description
Cuz where you see it from where your sittin its probably 110% different
I guess we would have to walk a mile in eachothers shoes at least
What size you wear? i wear tens
Lets see if you can fit your feet

Chorus

In my shoes, just to see
What its like, to be me
Ill be you, lets trade shoes
Just to see what itd be like
To feel your pain, you feel mine
Go inside eachothers minds
Just to see what we'd find
Look at shit through eachothers eyes
It dont matter saying you aint beautiful
They can all get fucked just stay true to you
Don't let them say you aint beautiful
They can all get fucked just stay true to you
So
It dont matter saying you aint beautiful
They can all get fucked just stay true to you
So

Yeah
To my babies
Stay strong
Daddy will be home soon
And to the rest of the world
God gave you shoes to fit you
So put em on and wear them
Be yourself man
Be proud of who you are
And even if it sounds corny
Dont ever let anyone tell you you ain't beautiful

I'm like so stressed out for the whole of prelims.. This is bad.. I'm never really stressed about exams but i'm feeling the heat for this particular one.. I think i'm very dots cuz i'm like challenging myself in doing Mission Impossible things, like studying finish the whole of Geog Human notes in a day.. Haha of cuz many things didn't went into my head and i crapped out ans today.. N i had physics paper 2 today too.. This is so omg man.. Was falling asleep throughout the paper cuz dunno how to do.. Aah damn this whole prelims is super screwed up cuz dun have enough time for me to study.. And compounded by the fact that i'm always procrastinating and lacking of self-motivation, how do i do well.. This is sooo not going to happen for me ever again, especially with A levels looming ominously close, just like a cumulonimbus cloud that's going to rain on my parade.. Wow i used almost perfect english in my blog post haha must be due to exam stress..

C the guy in the middle? He's my soon-to-be-hubbie lol. Goddamn shuai hehe.

I HATE A LVLS.